AM COMING HOME.

Yes, am coming home after long waiting after 10 months. Am so excited. This Final Exam really do break me. Serious, I've been broken inside and outside. 

As for this year, everyone except me are going to spend more time fasting in Ramadhan at Egypt. They will going home on first week of Ramadhan and I gonna be back home few days before eid.

Let's begin this journey. Yeah , I mean as I wrote this post because I think these memories was so special to me. 

12 July 2015

Yes, the Final is over! hopefully gonna ace these exams with flying colour so that I can proceed to fourth year which is clinical year! yeay do pray for my success.

and regard, we (me, KS, M) gonna catch our flight home tomorrow noon! yippiee.

13 July 2015

We took private car to Borg El Arab Airport and it takes about 40 minutes to reach there.

9.15am --- 10.00am The journey to Airport
12.55pm --- 5.00pm HBE to DOHA
5.00pm --- 7.50pm  Transit in DOHA
8.00pm --- 2.00am *suppose DOHA to KL but the plane make uturn to doha after 3hours journey which make our 6hours journey nothing. because of system inconvenience or the weather I think. but the best part is, I was asleep with my own earplugs and didn't notice the pilot make the announcement until the stewardess picked up the selimut for landing. I tengok tingkap and eh kenapa gelap lagi suppose sampai KL pukul 8 pagi dah cerah, then I asked the passenger beside me , "ohh no. we're not going to land at KL. We've return back to Doha actually."  kahkahkahkah


3.00am --- We have to boarding the new plane , from DOHA to KL. And everyone was looking typing messaging their families to inform about this ridiculous things happen. And one of my friend, F she said the plane felt like it's going to crash. the turbulence was so dashat. 


3.00am (doha) ---- 5.00pm (KL) Alhamdulillah, finally after almost 24hours flight, we've reached KL safely. but at that moment, I wasn't happy, I was about to cry since Qatar Airways doesn't want to refund our domestic flight to KB which actually at 1.00pm KL.aku apa lagi, main tikam lidah la dengan pegawai QA tuh, 

" Atleast you should give us accommodation so that we can rest and buy another ticket tomorrow. Or give us money or refund so that we can buy MAS to KB since you said you can't do nothing because our ticket was AA. "

We can't do that miss, we sorry.

And yes, I was about to cry. but I didn't want to show my precious tears in front of them. It's okay Aisyah.

So, I and KS pergi tanya kaunter MAS, AA and guess what, biasa la musim raya cenggini mana nak ada tiket woi, dah la on the spot beli, tiket bas pun habis. 

Fuuuh, okay, let's solat dulu, cari surau. tengah solat, i couldnt hold my tears. I just stop praying and crying like a river. after letting it go, aku keluar surau mencari KS tapi dengan malangnya bebudak laki tengah tunggu luar surau and yes, diorang tengok mata aku merah bengkak menangis HAHAHAHAHA lantak lah.......

 Diorang tegur, in a good way. ye lah, mana pernah tengok aku nangis kot. 

Then jumpa KS kat anjung, tengah menangis. Aku jenis tak boleh tengok orang menangis , apa lagi, kat situ juga aku menangis. and unluckily, the boys are on the way datang ke arah kitorang, and one of them,

: weihhh jangan la tiok. aku takleh la tengok puey tiok...."

and someone gives us tissue. HAHHAHAHAHHA so sweet of you.

tbc.....     

Hi.

As am writing this entry, I SHOULD START STUDY!

Life hard
Life dispointed
Life........

It's become harder when you've become the burden for your parents.
Yes, I'm 21 yo turning 22 in another 1 month. but, I'm still become the burden.
it's just so bothersome me.


Life is unfair.
She has everything
She pretty, rich, intelligent, soft spoken and to sum up, she's an angle.
Everyone adores her.

and me?
I have nothing.
No, I have the perfect package.
The bad package one.

Life sucks.
really.

Behind the scene : Second Year , Faculty of Medicine, Alexandria University

Pada suatu petang, aku mendapat berita ahli usrahku kemalangan sewaktu dalam perjalanan ke airport untuk pulang ke Malaysia. Ku jangka kemalangan biasa tapi rupanya kemalangan serius yang membabitkan 6 orang pelajar pergigian universiti Iskandariah, tempat aku belajar.

Antara 6 mangsa tersebut, dua darinya merupakan ahli usrahku. Allahu, terkedu sewaktu menerima berita tentang keadaan mereka. Patah rahang, patah tangan, pneumothorax (paru-paru berair), dan ada yang mengalami intracranial bleeding sehingga tidak sedarkan diri.

Setelah beberapa hari, aku pergi melawat kakak usrahku dan sungguh terkedu melihat wajahnya yang sangat lain ! mukanya bengkak, matanya lebam, bibirnya terbelah, giginya patah. Sungguh aku tiada kata. 

untuk dipendekkan cerita, alhamdulillah mereka semua semakin pulih dan sudah kembali bersama keluarga tercinta di Malaysia. 

Tapi dalam kegembiraan itu, kami dihebohkan lagi dengan berita yang memeritkan hati. Salah seorang mangsa yang mengalami intracranial bleeding dan masih belum sedarkan diri telah kembali ke rahmatullah. Innalillah. Sungguh walaupun aku tidak kenal tetapi arwah merupakan batch kami. Rasa kehilangan. Penuh timeline twitter dan facebook dengan kesedihan.  

Dan lebih menyayat hati, kedua ibubapa arwah bersama arwah semasa menghembus nafas terakhir. Berdasarkan berita mereka yang berada di hospital, ibubapa arwah sangat tenang malah redha dengan pemergian anaknya. Tiada titisan air mata yang dijatuhkan dihadapan kami. Malah mereka yang menenangkan rakan-rakan yang pergi melawat jenazah. Allah, tenang.

Aku tidak sempat untuk melihat jenazah semasa di hospital, jadi aku mengambil ikhtiar untuk ikut bersama mengiring jenazah ke cairo bagi solat jenazah dan akan dihantar pulang ke Malaysia .

Walaupun dalam fitrah peperiksaan, sungguh hati aku kuat ingin mengiringi jenazah. Terasa hiba sepanjang perjalanan apabila memikirkan umur arwah yang setahun tua dari aku tapi telah kembali menemui Pencipta.

Banyak perkara yang aku pelajari, muhasabah kerana mati itu sebaik-baik peringatan.

Sewaktu jenazah sampai di perkarangan ARMA untuk disolat jenazah, aku tidak dapat menahan sebak. Air mata turun laju bagaikan hujan. Sayu melihat wajah kedua ibubapanya. Masih tenang. Allah.

Semoga arwah ditempatkan di kalangan ahi syurga, semoga Allah mengampunkan dosanya, semoga Allah merahmatinya. 

Semoga kita juga digolongkan dalam kalangan ahli syurga dan diampunkan dosa kita .

Sekian, 
8 Ramadhan 1435h
6 Julai 2014
Berseorang dirumah , menunggu waktu untuk pulang ke Tanah Air pada 11 julai, insha Allah.