The Beginner.

Assalamualaikum ..

Alhamdulillah. Praise be to Allah . ^^

I'M HERE! in Egypt! Whhooaaaa. Macam tak percaya kan ?! Rasa macam semalam baru online kat rumah .. tut tut tut , dah sampai mesir dah .

Macam-macam rasa nak cerita about Egypt nie. Banyak sangat !! tak tahu nak start dari mana.. 

My parents just send me at Kota Bharu Airport je. So I'M ALONE at KLIA for sure. A bit jealous when people around me were surrounded by their families, relatives and friends. Astaghfirullah.  Really felt like crying on the spot ! My flight from Kota Bharu to KLIA was at 4.10 pm . And the next flight to Cairo is at 1000 pm. *I'm a lonely girl in a lonely world* :'( Hanya mampu melemparkan senyuman palsu yang teramat manis buat parents' kawan-kawan. Then my sister called me and said that she's on the way to KLIA ! Yeayhhhh. Tapi malang tak berbau. I have to check-in early ! I've to settle my ticket and passport. So, when my sister and her friends came, we've met only for a few minutes. Just saying goodbye, take care and all those stuff and crying session. So sad . Apa lah nasibku. But I know that all of you are busy with those things and that things. I understand ;) I'm just felt a bit sad and disappointed because yeaah you're not gonna see me for years maybe. And I'm also thinking that why it is my friends who are all busy on the day I'll fly but not my friends' friend. They came all over places. That's why I'm gonna off my handphone and let it be. It was very sad when you're expecting someone or anyone to come or call you as you're gonna fly far away from malaysia. *Terasa diri ini tidak dihargai orang lain* 

Sungguh saya terasa dengan kamu . Harap maaf kalau saya layan kamu dengan dingin selepas ini sebab saya hanya lah manusia biasa yang punya hati dan perasaan. 

My flight from KLIA to Cairo took 11 hours ! We transited at Bangkok for an hour then continued our musafir with Egypt Air ! Fuyoooo. Best naik EA . The food are delicious and the stewards are funny and kind ;) 

We arrived at Cairo Airport at 600am ( Cairo time).

FYI, time zone here is (UTC +02;00) Cairo = 6 hours late from Malaysia ! Do the math beb O______o 

apa motif? tak ada motif (--!!)

setibanya di Cairo Airport

Setibanya kami di Cairo Airport , kami disambut oleh kakak and abang senior yang ramah-tamah orang nya. Memang rasa lega sangat . Semua barang yang atas troli yang besar-besar kedabak tuh semua tinggal kat ikhwah. Depa yang tolang angkut masuk bas. heeeee. BAhagia nya *senyum sampai telinga*

Then, kami dibawa ke Rumah Kelantan BAru aka RKB for briefing about mesir la lebih kurang. MEmang jetlag gila la. Ingat kan dah petang tapi tengok jam , baru pagi ! Pening kejab . Kami dibahagikan ke dalam beberapa kumpulan yang diketuai oleh seorang Musyrifah (senior) . Macam family kecil la. Petang tuh, kami dibawa ke Wisma Sultan Muhammad V . Alamak ! lawa gila kot. Alhamdulillah. Memang lengkap! dengan lif lagi . 

Imtiaz ..

Imtiaz? 

nama group kami. Ada 8 orang kesemua. Eja , Kak ieda, Aisy at Tanta . Tyrah at Cairo uni. Syuk, Izzati and ummi at Al Azhar Uni and me at Alexandria . So, kami akan berpisah . sedih :'( sebab kami kamceng macam adik - beradik . Semoga ukhuwah kita berkekalan .

These is my new family here. We're friend and we're family ! 

Musyrifah kami memang cool gila ! Sayang kak Tie sangat ... Selalu masak untuk kami, tak pernah kata 'TAK' , selalu senyum, layan kami seadanya and etc ! 

Kami tinggal kat Syaqah 14 tingkat 8.. Selalu curi line WiFi pak arab . hahaha. *bukan curi tapi guna sebab dia tak buat password pon* Teruk. Teruk ^^

to be continue....... 

g0odbye Malaysia :'(

Assalamualaikum ..

Seperti mana title diatas, I'm gonna leave Malaysia. For what? To become a doctor . 

Bila tulis entry nie, saya tengah tak ada perasaan . Tak tahu nak kata takut or nervous ke tak. pelik pelik pelik. 

Jadual penerbangan ku ;

Kota Bharu to Kuala Lumpur - 4.00pm

Kuala Lumpur to Cairo, Egypt - 10.00pm

and my parents didn't send me to kl. They just send me at KB only. sedih tak terkata ...

And I hope that there will someone that can send me there.

harharhar

And now, I'm speechless.

Dah tak tahu nak tulis apa.

I'll be update my blog when I'm arrived at Egypt and everything is fine.

so, till then readers ^^

Do pray for my success there. and also for my safety .

"If you can survive in Egypt, then you can survive anywhere"

Destiny .....

Assalamualaikum..

*flashBackAugust2012*

Today is sunday and it's Ramadhan . Puasa tahun nie rasa nak buat kelainan sikit macam dalam novel 'Contengan Jalanan' by Hlovate tuh.
Actually I've got a news. BIG news.

nampak tak perkataan Withdrawal from CFS IIUM?

Baru seminggu saya merasa hidup sebagai pelajar program 2 tahun. Baru saja saya menghabiskan duit RM100 demi nak drop subjects sebab saya dah give up dengan life as an 1 year prog student. And suddenly saya dapat call katakan saya dapat further studies at middle east. Teramat sedih. Teramat terkejut! Teramat tak sangka sebab dah putus harapan nak sambung belajar kat oversea. Dah mula Redha bahawa I'm one of the BioSc student. aiya...

Satu minggu tahan air mata pergi kelas. Pendam segala rasa segala perasaan . Kunci mulut rapat-rapat. Allah je yang tahu betapa peritnya hati. Only my roomates je yang tau sepanjang malam for almost a week empangan pecah! Setiap kali bangun pagi, bengkak mata sampai pernah one of my close classmate tanya,

  "Aisyah, awk nangis ke?" 

harharhar. Cengeng kan? I've no one to talk to. No one to hear my sadness. NO ONE! Family? Mereka akan lebih risau kalau dapat tahu keadaan saya. Besties? Saya malas nak bebankan mereka with my remeh-temeh problems. They have their own problems too. So why do I have to bother them with mine? BUT I have Allah. HE always with me. 

Actually, banyak lagi perkara yang berlaku. Ujian Allah buat hambaNya. Tapi saya Redha . This is the best for me. Allah knows it.

I've once one of them ;'(

 To my classmates, TQ for everything. Sumpah aku sedih gila kena tinggal korang. Korang memang awesome!

my lepak girls.

Rasa serba salah sangat-sangat sebab tak bagitau my lepak girls about my withdrawal thingy. The sad moments is when saya jalan-jalan with my roomate pusing uia for the last time sambil air mata mengalir sebab macam tak percaya je semua nie. I LOVE IIUM. and sambil berjalan, terserempak dengan afifah and husna.

" Aje, jadi ea petang nie iftar kat Mid Valley! Asal ka nangis? ka kenapa? " -Afifah

"jadi-jadi. tak ada lah. Aku just pusing2 uia for the last ti..... *cover* " - me

"Asal last pula? ka nak pergi mana? " -Afifah

T.T

Terharu yang teramat bila my lepak girls celebrated our 2 month masuk uia and my last day.  Siap belanja Big Apple lagi. *mereka dah tahu sebenarnya tapi mereka sembunyikan. Mereka nak saya juga bagitau*

"Aje, asal aku orang last yang tahu?" - Afifah

"sebab aku tak nak ka sedih." - me *sebak*

To Afifah , sorry sebab baitau ka lambat. Aku tak sanggup nak cakap yang aku bakal tinggalkan ka . Seriously , aku tersangat sedih. Best dapat jadi kawan ka. Thanks for this awesome 2years 2months friendship. Semoga berkekalan ;)

To Husna, TQ sebab jadi kawan yang awesome! selalu bagi support kat aku. selalu datang bilik aku .

To Amalin, TQ for those memories. Sorry for everything.

To Afiqah, TQ sbb memahami aku. Sorry sebab aku memang suka kacau orang ;)

To my Roomates and jiranku, TQ bagi something kat aku. Aku sampai tak tidur malam last tuh sebab sedih sangat nak tinggal korang .

Aku sayang korang ketat-ketat! Jangan lupa aku . All the best in life!

When you said ; It is too difficult 

Allah says,  " Verily with every hardship, there is relief " 

[Insyirah : 6]

When you said ; No one can help me

Allah says, " Be patient. For your patience is with the help of Allah " 

[An-Nahl : 127]

When you said ; I don't have enough sustenance 

Allah says, " Those who believe and work righteousness , for them is forgiveness and a sustenance most generous " 

[Al-Hajj : 50]

When you said ;  I am overwhelmed

Allah says, " If Allah helps you, none can overcome you... "

[Al-Imran : 60]

When you said ; I always feel ill

Allah says, " And We send down of the Quran as a healing and a mercy to those who believe "

[Al-isra' : 82]

When you said ; I am struggling

Allah says, " Allah will not burden you more than you can bear "

[Baqarah : 286]

p/s: Alhamdulillah, saya dapat pinjaman from Yayasan negeri. heeeee^^
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